sorry..
I know i act like a shit since a few days
so many thoughts in my mind lately
at first, i was felt like its really hard for me to stay and keep chatting with u as my curiosity about u r too high..
but i know i cant get any answer from u since u r very secretive.
this also make me feel insecure..not like i say u r bad person
but i think u know well bout this
but at the same time, i dont want to leave
usually, when people hate someone, they leave easily
i was tried to hate u...
unfortunately, i cant....
if u r kind to tell me what feeling is this, please do tell me
is it because this is my first time of me to let someone come in to my life
and let someone know about me
i guess it is kind of culture shock for myself
plus, i have heard n witnessed bout so many kind of domestic abuse
i think i become stereotype about all guys in this world
to tell u whats in my heart n my mind like im doing right now... its the hardest thing i have ever done
why i meet u?
why now?
why must be u?
i hate this kind of feeling
im missing the old me...
can u give back my old self?
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